it’s already almost 3 years ago that i changed who i was. i was a real jackass, insensitive and someone who was fighting others at least 10 times a day and even suicidal sometimes. but when i was listening to the radio on my internship, i heard a song come up. that song was the start of the new me. to be precisely it was ”love story” by Taylor swift. back then i didn’t knew a single word of English, so i started learning it. cause i wanted to know what she was singing in that song. i also started listening to more songs of her. i was changing extremely the first year. and it was also going better in school. i got higher grades, i didn’t fight anymore and a lot more. the last 2 years not much happened. of course i was still changing a little bit. the last few weeks were really hard. people are acting like i’m some kind of moron, just because i’m myself and make my own choices and because i’m not like them. but i let NOTHING stand in my way. i WILL conquer EVERY obstacle. i WILL achieve my goals.
i just have to have a little more money, so i can make one of the last steps.
it’s really cool that a single song can change someones entire life. and therefor i want to thank taylor for changing me. THANK YOU TAYLOR!!! i wouldn’t be here now if you didn’t came into my life.
so for everyone who is struggling, there will come a day that will change everything. you just got to be patient (and maybe listen to some good music).